i can't breath.
I am trying so hard.
Trying to be there for others.
Trying not to be the one in need.
But right now I can't do it.
I just can't.
No longer, not anymore.
Where do I go from here?
Why do bottles of pills seem so attractive?
How can I keep existing?
How am I going to cope?
After all this time, I'm back at square one.
A flop, a failure, a waste of time.
Trying to persuade myself I was better that I could do this.
Where do I go from here, how do I keep doing this.
I am trying so hard.
Trying to be there for others.
Trying not to be the one in need.
But right now I can't do it.
I just can't.
No longer, not anymore.
Where do I go from here?
Why do bottles of pills seem so attractive?
How can I keep existing?
How am I going to cope?
After all this time, I'm back at square one.
A flop, a failure, a waste of time.
Trying to persuade myself I was better that I could do this.
Where do I go from here, how do I keep doing this.