Can't breathe

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by frantic, Oct 11, 2012.

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  1. frantic

    frantic Well-Known Member

    I'm barely keeping it together.

    Heading for a major breakdown.

    Can't take it anymore
     
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Hugs to you hun call someone hun ok anyone to talk to crisis a friend someone hugs
     
  3. frantic

    frantic Well-Known Member

    Husband is here
     
  4. arghh

    arghh Active Member

    Is it something you can talk about? Would it help? And I agree, call someone.
     
  5. frantic

    frantic Well-Known Member

    Life is getting worse and worse. Lower and lower.
    Got triggered last night got sweet and sour sauce over my hand. Triggered a flashback to the day three weeks ago when I cut my wrists really bad and I was covered in blood.
    I need to see my blood again, lots of it, watch it dripping on the floor, feel it running down my arms. Then fade away.
     
  6. liamthomas

    liamthomas Member

    I hope you don't fade away. You are valuable. I know you are in pain so am I,
    it feels too tuff to cope with what is going wrong I hate this dark despair, but I got through it before
    and had two decades of happiness, I hope to do it again before this pain overwhelms me.
    Please call someone who cares for you, you deserve to make it through this and be happy.
     
  7. frantic

    frantic Well-Known Member

    I've never really gotten through it. No decades of happiness. Many decades of fear and abuse and despair.

    Now, depression. Neverending. Always there. Only one way out.
     
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