My anxiety was really high all day yesterday and again today. I think it's because of what happened last year at this time. I had another messed up dream last night and it's put me in a rut. I feel like such a disappointment to my family and I feel so afraid. That dream really triggered me and I can't think straight right now. I don't remember the last time I felt this scared and I don't know how to calm myself down. There's no one here I can talk to. I feel like I can't even stand being inside my skin.