Well I have been depressed for 5 years now I am currently 18. I recently broke up with my gf of 6 years in the beginning of October. That pushed me over the edge I tried commiting suicide 2 times that week. But now I feel these feelings again. I am soo lonely and all I do now is sleep and eat and just sit around. I am on a 2 week break from college atm and all my friends have gone on holiday. My mum has an operation tomorrow so I will not do anything till next week till she has recovered from the operation. <mod edit: resistance - methods> I feel soo lost I was getting better but then I started feeling all those familiar feelings the people here know what im talking about the constant hole in the stomach feeling and just feeling soo weak all the time. I have seen a therapist before he did not do much help and I am currently on medication but it does not seem to be doing anything but helping my anxiety problems but my depression is still really severe. I can't take this anymore. Sorry I just needed to vent.