I have no purpose in life, no friends, no girlfriend and hardly any family around me. At 23 I feel like I should have quite a few friends and be in a serious relationship and without these things I feel worthless. I struggle with serious social anxiety so I find it hard nowadays to even interact with people, how am I supposed to live when I don't know how to. All I have going for me is University but I feel that is a waste of time. I guess I see no real reason to keep living, I spend most days couped up at home alone, I see my mother for a few hours at night time but I need a life that doesn't seem gainable.