I went to the doctor 1 week ago, and was diagnosed with major depression and social anxiety. I'm only 17 years old and so far my future doesn't look so good. I have severe suicidal thoughts and feelings and my right arm is just scar on top of another scar and so on. I have no social life, friends, never had a girlfriend and in the past 2 years I haven't had a proper conversation with a girl that has lasted without an awkward silence or me having a panic attack. My psychologist said she might be putting me on medication. I've tried everything to help myself but it doesn't work, will this ever end, am I meant to be depressed forever? Can anyone who has gone through this give me advice?