I just can't carry all this shit around with me anymore. I wasn't born with or learned how to cope with the bad things in life, ya know all the heartache and problems. So all that stuff from childhood is still with me. I found myself thinking about a rabbit I had as a pet when I was a kid and found myself crying about it. I'm 55 years of age. Do you believe that some people just don't have the ability to be able to cope? I want out so bad, there is nothing and no one for me here. Mums gone, my little cat Lady is gone, dad is now gone. Nothing here for me. No job, no friends..................the list is endless.