This is the first time i've ever had the chance to tell people how I feel so i'm sorry if i ramble on too much. I've never been happy with my life but somehow I just managed to carry on but now I just don't want to live anymore. I'm 25 years old and haven't achieved anything. I don't have any friends and my family don't care. I lost my job and now I can't work because of a health problem which even the doctors don't care about. I've got no one to talk to and no one will help me. I just want to die and be free from all this pan.