As I mentioned before, I could be considered a 'normal' person. Good job, good house, living in Europe. But I feel my life is so empty and I have a boss who has made mobbing to me for one year. He totally destroyed me and my career. I am on severe clinical depression and I feel like I hate all the people on this wolrd. just focusing on material things, not showing any feeling or humanity to other people. It is more than I can handle because I hate the way I look. i am ugly. I have no boyfriend, no kids. Just tired, so tired of being a fighter. i am ready to give up. Any idea of how many meds I have to take with alcohol to go on a long sleep?