It is all getting too hard for me, my parents don't know i have depression. And all the time i feel really low, my mind seems to wonder everywhere. And times i just feel like i lose track of time. I tend to push people away and because of my negativity, they seem to hate me more for it. I just feel like wherever i turn i have done something wrong. And it's getting to the point where i am not sure if i can do this anymore.