Can't cut and feel use

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by Lioness, Jan 16, 2014.

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  1. Lioness

    Lioness Member

    When I really need to harm myself (cut) then there is no way around. Unfortunately. But I now get angry with myself and the feeling that I am useless, not in control. And when I harm it is supposed to help me, but when I don't cut deep enough I feel even more useless. I can't even harm myself properly...kind of.

    And then the urge to harm stays or is even worse...do you get this?

    I need to cut deep enough but I hates hospitals, doesn't make sense?
     
  2. scaryforest

    scaryforest Banned Member

    it makes sense. there's also safe ways to cut effectively though it's ALL self destructive
     
  3. SuicideSam

    SuicideSam Banned Member

    I know how you feel, the blade i'm using doesn't feel right. I need to cut more to get something out of it. Try not to cut too deep or you'll bleed too much and it's hard to hide, also you might have a wound you can't treat on your own and have to go to hospital.
     
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