I am so sick of living. I am so done with all this Over the weekend I got in trouble because I did not go to my mom's ex-boyfriends house because he ABUSED ME! FOR SEVEN YEARS OF MY LIFE and I got in trouble for this! Oh. I am so sick of this I just want to die. I cant believe I got screamed at for not going. What ever maybe she will realize this is not right after I am dead. Whatever.