Hi this is my first post Yeah, I don't know if my self esteem has ever been lower. I can't do anything right, I have no talents, and I'm useless. I'm also a loner with severe social problems. And recently what's been depressing me, is that I'm in love with my best friends girlfriend. Yesterday was th first time I've ever cried in school after seeing them hugging. I know, isn't that utterly pathetic? Plus recently I've been failing school which was was the only thing I was holding onto til now. I've just been letting everything slip because part of me doesn't care anymore. My home life is pretty good, my parents both love me. But I just feel like ending it all. I already have a suicide plan, just have to slip out my window, go to the nearest bridge and jump off. Or I could just run away or something. I'd appreciate if anyone here replied with any friendly advice, or something, thank you.