I just can't. Everything is going wrong in my life. I am obsessed with death, dying, and violence. That's all I can think about anymore. There is so much death in the world these days, I wonder why I'm still here and why I even bother. Something is bound to kill me soon anyway, what with all of these murders and car accidents going on. I can't take it anymore. I keep thinking about infinity and how everyone that was ever put on this earth dies. we all just die. What is the point of this life or being here? I know something bad is going to happen to me soon, I can feel it. I feel like ending it myself just to get it over with- at least I would have had some control over the situation. I can't stand feeling this low anymore, I just can't do this. I don't know what to do all I know is that I would very much like to die. I am living in a mental prison, a true hell. I want out of this awful place. I could use someone to talk to, if anyone wants to message me and share their problems, we can converse back and forth!