I am a dropout stupid of me I know. I am in debt, in a dead end, entry level, minimum wage, part time job that I LOATHE. I can't go back. I can not stay at my job another week. I am going insane. I literally planned out how to kill myself today and I almost did it today except it was stormy out and I wanted my last day to be a nice sunset. I dont know if I should go through with it. It just seems as there are no options or anything to do. I just don;t have the mental capacity most have to deal with jobs they hate, and to endure situations that are dead ended. I am 19 and I already fucked my life up enough to keep me in the dirt for the rest of my life. I literally have no friends or people to hang out with. Girls ignore me and I've never had any experience with a relationship so now girls all automatically assume there is a problem with me. I have severe bipolar/depression/schizophrenia problems as well. I have no insurance so I can't get help. I'm lost and confused. Please help me.