I've been struggling a long time recently however my long time significant other of 6 years left me right when I was getting admitted to the hospital for medicine adjustment and BP Disorder. I have been fighting alone and I just want someone who is here for me. I am tired and I honestly just want to give up but I found myself without the energy to even do that. I am currently without a therapist because they keep quitting on me or suggesting I go see someone else which is a process that takes one to two weeks. I honestly just don't see the point anymore. I don't want to hurt anymore.