Cant do it

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by White Dove, Sep 18, 2007.

  1. White Dove

    White Dove Well-Known Member

    Lord i cant do it anymore..

    I cant fight anymore and i give up..

    I cant help others and i give up

    I am not worth your time

    i am not worth anything to anyone

    Cant go on..

    Would not matter anymore anyhow..

    everyone has left me .

    doesnt matter, doesnt matter if i go...

    what good can i do anymore? i cant i just cant

    Lord forgive me?? i cant do it anymore ..

    Ive sure enjoyed the rain
    But im looking forward to the sun
    you have to feel the pain
    when you lose the love you gave someone
    i thought by now the time would take away these tears
    hope your doing fine all alone but where do i go from here

    cause without you im not okay
    and without you ive lost my way
    my hearts stuck in second base
    without you

    well i never thought id be lying here without you by my side
    it seems unreal to me that the life you promised was a lie
    you made it look so easy making a love into memories
    yes you got what you wanted but what about me?

    cause without you im not okay
    and without you ive lost my way
    my hearts stuck in second base
    without you

    somebody tell my head to try to tell my heart that im better off
    cause i cant live

    without you im not okay
    and without you ive lost my way
    my hearts stuck in second base
    without you
     
  2. Rukia

    Rukia Well-Known Member

    :hug:
     
  3. Ampacity

    Ampacity Active Member

    I'm still here :) :hug:
     
  4. White Dove

    White Dove Well-Known Member

    :hug:
     
  5. White Dove

    White Dove Well-Known Member


    Ampacity :hug:

    How am i gonna do this???

    This pain is so intence.. no one should have to go through this.. no one should...

    why me? Why did i have to have it? Have i not been through enough already???

    How am i gonna do it?? How am i gonna keep my faith and stay and endure all this pain??? i cant?? I am not that strong...

    this is all my fault.. every bit of it is my fault... if ... if if if..

    if only i had not taken the OD?? i would have never had this cancer...

    if only i had not called the friend from church? then i would have done been dead... they brought me back but for what?? to suffer...

    why didnt you just let me die?? you let deers die that get hit on a roadway, you dont bring them back, and some only have broken leggs,, so why??

    i dont want this faith.. i dont want God anymore... if he loved me he would not have me in this much pain...

    i cant do it Ampacity... i just cant do it....

    it would not matter.. i dont matter to anyone..
     
  6. Rukia

    Rukia Well-Known Member

    You matter to me :hug:
     
  7. ~CazzaAngel~

    ~CazzaAngel~ Staff Alumni

    You matter. :hug: