It's hard to keep going right now. On Saturday i told this girl that i liked her and her response is that she needs to think about it. I have come to the conclusion that she doesnt like me like that and she just didnt want to say anything to me because it was my bday. I have been alone my whole life and she was the only girl that i have told that i liked her. Just knowing that I will be alone the rest of my life scares me. I am starting to lose control. my mask is starting to peel and it scares me. I want to end things so bad.