I feel my time is finished and it's time for me to end the horrible heartache and pain. I feel the need to explain my story before I end my life - I want someone who understands to know why I did it. Lots of Love. Life has never been easy for me, my parents horrible divorce and my huge weight gain. Being a young adult is hard when you have no friends and feel the need to lie to yourself that prehaps one day you will have the life everyone else has. I struggle every day getting up, the thought of living another day as I am upsets me more, I nearly jumped infront of a car yesterday - life is so hard. I cant physically take anything else anymore, it is making me ill and I have nothing to loose. I know this seems pointless, I wasnt expecting a lifechanging opinion. Just to be heard for once. Thank you all.