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Can't do this again...

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by SaraRose, Oct 17, 2012.

  1. SaraRose

    SaraRose Well-Known Member

    My friend is leaving tomorrow to go home. And I don't think I can stand watching her leave again. It hurts...the knowing that I'll be utterly alone again. My stomach is knotted and tears are in my eyes. I hate this.

    Hate the fact that I am so effin alone here. And I can't stand this.
  2. Wastingecho

    Wastingecho Well-Known Member

    i completely understand - lonely even when family is around

    try to hold on to the fact that your friend cared enough to visit - try to keep in contact and realize that maybe you two can arrange other visits and that they don't just have to come to you

  3. SaraRose

    SaraRose Well-Known Member

    Thank you so much Wastingecho. We've already promised in 6-7 months to see each other again. We're trying to decide if I go or if she comes back. This first day after she leaves is always the hardest because I go from having someone to talk to and laugh with to sitting in an empty apartment again...

    i completely understand - lonely even when family is around <-- This is exactly how I feel almost every day. I talk to them but I never actually feel close to them anymore. :/ Makes me sad that we drifted away and wonder when it happened!