I can't do this. I can't live without her. Its bad enough not having her as my partner anymore, but not as a friend either. It is killing me. She is my only close friend....was. I can't take this.
I don't like talking to counsilers. I hate it. I can't talk. I try writing stuff down, nothing.
I don't do things for myself. I can't. I don't work, go to school, get out of bed for myself. I did it for her. To make her proud of me. Now, there is not point.
By i can't even kill myself for myself. Only good result of that some might say. BUt i can't do this. I just can't. Maybe staying in bed, not moving, not eating, then life can kill me.
I pray for something. I pray to recieve something to kill me. So many people have things that will kill them, and they want to live. I don't and I want to die. Doesn't seem fair.
I want to kill myself, i don't care how. I just want this to stop. This hurting. This caring. This need to be with her. I can't do this.
I just can't be alone. I will die alone
I don't like talking to counsilers. I hate it. I can't talk. I try writing stuff down, nothing.
I don't do things for myself. I can't. I don't work, go to school, get out of bed for myself. I did it for her. To make her proud of me. Now, there is not point.
By i can't even kill myself for myself. Only good result of that some might say. BUt i can't do this. I just can't. Maybe staying in bed, not moving, not eating, then life can kill me.
I pray for something. I pray to recieve something to kill me. So many people have things that will kill them, and they want to live. I don't and I want to die. Doesn't seem fair.
I want to kill myself, i don't care how. I just want this to stop. This hurting. This caring. This need to be with her. I can't do this.
I just can't be alone. I will die alone