Been feeling so crappy these last few months I dont want to do it anymore. Whats the point. Ive ended up pushing all my friends away. My family hate me. And I am always late for school. Dont do any work when i get there. Just sit on my own in the orchards i my own little bubble keep forgetting when my lessons are. Wondering what the point in any of it is. Trying to figure if I have anything to live for. I just want to go to sleep and never wake up.