cant do this much longer :(

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Little-Darcy, Feb 24, 2013.

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  1. Little-Darcy

    Little-Darcy Member

    hi ...im sorry for posting this :frown:
    i am really thinking about running away and causing damage to myself :frown:
    i cant be here anymore ...my family hate me ,i hate me and my friends dont want to no me anymore
    everything feels too hard to cope with and im at the end of everything ...ive been trying so hard to make things better and they are just getting worse ...i dont want to feel like this anymore :frown:
    i feel worthless and a waste of space and feel like everyone hates me ,im not good at anything,im scared of being at home ,im scared of leaving my house ...i cant do this anymore ..there is too much going on :frown: i dont even no how to write it all im sorry
     
  2. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    Hi and so glad you posted...have you told anyone how you feel and asked to have someone assist you in getting care? It is very rough to go things alone, but more often, people can only help us when we tell them how we are doing. Please consider this so that you do not feel as you do...you are not a waste...you are in pain and that changes how we see things
     
  3. Little-Darcy

    Little-Darcy Member

    i have a worker but it isnt helping me :(
     
  4. PureBlueLight

    PureBlueLight Well-Known Member

    What kind of help do you need to feel better?
     
  5. Little-Darcy

    Little-Darcy Member

    i dont want to feel scared or alone anymore
    i need people to listen to me about how i really feel
     
  6. Little-Darcy

    Little-Darcy Member

    i need thuirsday to hurry up i cant take it anymore :'(
     
  7. PureBlueLight

    PureBlueLight Well-Known Member

    Why thursday? You cannot be alone, there must be someone close to you who can be with you and take care of you.
     
  8. Little-Darcy

    Little-Darcy Member

    i dont have anyone and because bad things always happen on thursdays
     
  9. PureBlueLight

    PureBlueLight Well-Known Member

    So you are hurting from anxiety and want to get over thursday already? What happens thursday?
    And please don't suffer if nothing happened yet, you need to distract yourself somehow.
     
  10. Little-Darcy

    Little-Darcy Member

    things happen to me on thursday and im scared to write it here
     
  11. PureBlueLight

    PureBlueLight Well-Known Member

    You can write it to me in a private message if you want.
    People have told me about horrible things before, like rape, physical agression, bullying, suicide, self harm, sex, diseases, and so on.
    You can also simply write for everyone to read and they will understand and support you, sharing they're stories too. But don't feel pressured, do what makes you feel better, or try making videos on Youtube, to share how you feel and receive some help.
     
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