so ive been reading a lot on the suicide wave of japan and how a lot of ppl are using <Mod Edit - Ac y - Methods>, so i decided to try it. i went to wal mart, bought the supplies, then waited until about 5am and went to my apartment complex's poolhouse since its still closed from winter. (no1 will bother me nor will the fumes affect anyone in my apartment building.) i sealed the door with ductape, <Mod Edit -Acy - Methods> then played games on my cell phone to distract myself from what was about to happen. i waited for about 20 mins, then eventually cleaned everything up and went back to my room to try and figure out what went wrong. turns out i had the right <Mod Edit - Acy - Methods>, but i used the wrong <Mod Edit - Acy - Methods>, so ill get the right kind either today or tomorrow, depending on what happens, and hopefully pull this off right. ive tried numerous suicide attempts and nothing has worked, but this will def work if i just do it right. i just have to get <Mod Edit - Acy - Methods>. im starting to get sleepy now, listening to carissa's weird and tired from staying up all night. well, that's my story.