cant find the words

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by painfulbliss, Sep 5, 2007.

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  1. painfulbliss

    painfulbliss Well-Known Member

    i dont know if this is where this belongs or not. but i cant deal with this pain anymore, im in love with one of my friends. and its killing me knowing that i can never have her as a gf. and i worry bout my friends on a daily basis cause im worried something bad is gonna hapen, and atleast once a day everyday im sitting by myself in the room lights turned off with a blade in my hands crying wishing to me free of this pain. and god i just wish that i could be up in heaven with kate right now. but i dont know why i cant bring myself to do it. but i do know that when i am ready i will be at peac . and will be able to do it with out regrets. god just please just fucking end it now. please.
     
  2. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    Go see your doc hun you are obviously profoundly depressed and need some medical intervention :hug:
     
  3. painfulbliss

    painfulbliss Well-Known Member

    meds dont work i tried atleast three diffrent kinds before. they dont work.
     
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