its been a lil over a year since my ex was put in jail for domestic violence. i never thought that it would have got as bad as it did. i am trying to move on. i have a new boyfriend and we have a son together but the memories that keep coming back hurt so much. i wanna be able to block it all out but cant.. ive been lying 2 my bf about how im feeling. idk wut to do or say. i feel so alone so empty. i need someone to talk to.