Cant freaking take it anymore!!!

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Jehuty, Apr 13, 2009.

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  1. Jehuty

    Jehuty Senior Member

    I had all I wanted and I fucked it up. :cry:
    Everything I ever wished for. :cry:
    She hates me now and she has all right to. :cry:

    Why am I like this? :cry:
    Why am I still trying? :cry:
    Why couldn't I be better? :cry:

    It's so easy to end it, it's less then 5 seconds and I'm done. :cry:
    Everything will be over. :cry:
     
  2. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    What happened? I hope you're willing to stay and talk!
     
  3. Jehuty

    Jehuty Senior Member

    She trusted me of all people and I messed it up. :cry:
    Now she hates me and everything is destroyed. :cry:
    It's all my own fault. :cry:
     
  4. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    Everyone messes up sometimes though. Maybe it's something that can be fixed eventually?
     
  5. Jehuty

    Jehuty Senior Member

    I don't think I can, I've really disapointed her. :cry:
    Why am I so stupid? Damn. :cry:
     
  6. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    You're not stupid. You're human. Screwing up sucks, but we've all done it.

    Don't give up though. She might be disappointed, but maybe after a while you can approach her again.
     
  7. Jehuty

    Jehuty Senior Member

    I don't know what to do, I'm lost. :cry:
     
  8. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    I know. But don't give up! As long as you're alive, there's always hope that things can change.
     
  9. Jehuty

    Jehuty Senior Member

    That's easy to say but it's so hard. :cry:
    I just want her back but I mess everything up. :cry:
     
  10. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    Yeah, I know. It's way easier to say than to actually do.
     
  11. Jehuty

    Jehuty Senior Member

    I'm going to try to get some sleep, I probably won't sleep again, didn't sleep very well last night either, ah well. :cry:
     
  12. ace

    ace Well-Known Member

    Maybe like write a letter or something an email anything you know really explain yourslef,it will mkae you feel better try it maybe it will help.What did u do can I ask?
     
  13. Jehuty

    Jehuty Senior Member

    I can't take it anymore. :cry:
     
  14. ace

    ace Well-Known Member

    I'm really sorry Jeh what's happened can I ask i do understand unless you want to PM me please talk to me.
     
  15. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    Hey Jehuty,
    Why not work on improving yourself and then contact her and talk to her but you also have to listen..It can't be a onesided conversation.. Once she see's your trying to improve yourself maybe then she will come back to you...
     
  16. Jehuty

    Jehuty Senior Member

    I deserve to die, it's all my own fault.
    Guess it's just the right way. :cry:
     
  17. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    You don't deserve to die. Can you tell us what happened, what it is you did? (You can PM me if you want).
     
  18. Jehuty

    Jehuty Senior Member

    I really need help, I don't think I can take it any longer. :cry:
     
  19. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    Here if you need anything. Have you ever been in therapy or seen a doctor?
     
  20. Jehuty

    Jehuty Senior Member

    I was about to do it last night. :cry:
    My girlfriend stopped me from doing it when she talked to m.e :cry:
    I don't know what to do anymore, I can't take it. :cry:
     
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