Cant freaking take it anymore!!!

[Jehuty]

I had all I wanted and I fucked it up. :cry:
Everything I ever wished for. :cry:
She hates me now and she has all right to. :cry:

Why am I like this? :cry:
Why am I still trying? :cry:
Why couldn't I be better? :cry:

It's so easy to end it, it's less then 5 seconds and I'm done. :cry:
Everything will be over. :cry:

 

[WildCherry]

What happened? I hope you're willing to stay and talk!

 

[Jehuty]

She trusted me of all people and I messed it up. :cry:
Now she hates me and everything is destroyed. :cry:
It's all my own fault. :cry:

 

[WildCherry]

Everyone messes up sometimes though. Maybe it's something that can be fixed eventually?

 

[Jehuty]

I don't think I can, I've really disapointed her. :cry:
Why am I so stupid? Damn. :cry:

 

[WildCherry]

You're not stupid. You're human. Screwing up sucks, but we've all done it.

Don't give up though. She might be disappointed, but maybe after a while you can approach her again.

 

[Jehuty]

I don't know what to do, I'm lost. :cry:

 

[WildCherry]

I know. But don't give up! As long as you're alive, there's always hope that things can change.

 

[Jehuty]

That's easy to say but it's so hard. :cry:
I just want her back but I mess everything up. :cry:

 

[WildCherry]

Yeah, I know. It's way easier to say than to actually do.

 

[Jehuty]

I'm going to try to get some sleep, I probably won't sleep again, didn't sleep very well last night either, ah well. :cry:

 

[ace]

I don't know what to do, I'm lost. :cry:

Maybe like write a letter or something an email anything you know really explain yourslef,it will mkae you feel better try it maybe it will help.What did u do can I ask?

 

[Jehuty]

I can't take it anymore. :cry:

 

[ace]

I can't take it anymore. :cry:

I'm really sorry Jeh what's happened can I ask i do understand unless you want to PM me please talk to me.

 

[Stranger1]

Hey Jehuty,
Why not work on improving yourself and then contact her and talk to her but you also have to listen..It can't be a onesided conversation.. Once she see's your trying to improve yourself maybe then she will come back to you...

 

[Jehuty]

I deserve to die, it's all my own fault.
Guess it's just the right way. :cry:

 

[WildCherry]

You don't deserve to die. Can you tell us what happened, what it is you did? (You can PM me if you want).

 

[Jehuty]

I really need help, I don't think I can take it any longer. :cry:

 

[WildCherry]

Here if you need anything. Have you ever been in therapy or seen a doctor?

 

[Jehuty]

I was about to do it last night. :cry:
My girlfriend stopped me from doing it when she talked to m.e :cry:
I don't know what to do anymore, I can't take it. :cry: