is it wrong to say i like it? and i dont really want to change? I was getting better but its like life isnt letting me. Ive tried but i end up getting to scared to commit to getting better. Its like telling everyone that i couldnt even handle it. Ive lost friends over it and over the self harm but thats life i guess... Also doesnt help that im hopeless at relationships and cant even seem to hold onto anything, or the other person just either uses me or leaves me. Just venting i guess.