I am posting this at about 3:30 am because I can't sleep. I am at college right now and it is going horribly. :sad: I can't make friends with people. I don't know why. Whenever I am around people its like I just have no idea what to say. I hardly say anything. It's like my mouth feels like it is sealed shut. Now I am addicted to my ipod which I just got and that is the only highlight in my life, listening to my ipod! I also can't get motivated to do schoolwork. I have to watch fight club because I plan on writing a paper on it. That is not what is really upsetting me but when I first watched it, I thought it was such a brillant, meaningful movie. I still think it is good but now it just seems like it is depressing me further. There is hardly anything good that happens in that movie. Basically, it is about someone's life steadily going downhill. I can sympathize with some of the people in the movie too. That's about it. I should at least attempt sleep.