Me kant read forumz too many words. Kant stop my bleedin heart. Why did I come here why do I do anyting. Why do I dream of killin myself. Its my fantasy that I will die by my own hand. I can make it come true. All my dreams fail but I will make this come true. I just feelz lost cold and alone. U cant help me u want to but cant i feel its wat i must do. It is the right thing to do I want to se****u myself like samurai. My greatest fantasy. My emo fantasy. An emotastic dead neko. I don kno wat i do now ill go mope go deeper deeper spiral.