have been really down at the moments and have once again found myself thinking itd just be better to end it all. was having a really dark day today and was having a rubbish day workwise and i found myself thinking very seriously about walking out there and then as i wouldnt be needing my job and the arses that i work with anyway! no idea what stopped me walking out, and ive no idea whats making me sit and type this into my pc !?!?!?