Can't go on

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by TBear, Aug 4, 2013.

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  1. TBear

    TBear Antiquities Friend

    Been a long time since I posted on SF

    The unresolved losses and grief are so much more than I can take - the flashbacks have given way to reality and the pain is more than I can bear.....

    How does one accept the pain of more than 40 years of torture, rape, control, pain, abuse, abandonement.....

    Why was I ever born - why can't I just be dead
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Hi hun i remember you hun and i know it is so painful the flashbacks the sadness and pain but with help hun with a therapist that deals with PTSD you can heal you can learn to cope better
    I know it is hell h un but do let your abusers make you suffer anymore ok You hun get that help you need to stop the suffering hugs
  3. TBear

    TBear Antiquities Friend

    Thanks for the response... this is the worst I have been in years.....

    Glad the forum is still here - really throws me to read what I wrote in my private diary back then.....

    Thanks - I remember you as well - nice to see a familiar name in the sea of darkness....

    Can't seem to get the idea out of my head of how much better it would be to be gone...... Just expressing the pain seems to help

    Thanks again
  4. get me out

    get me out Active Member

    *hugs* sorry you are hurting so much tbear, please hang in there :( *hugs*
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