cant go without,,,

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by poisonedresistance, May 17, 2009.

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  1. poisonedresistance

    poisonedresistance Well-Known Member

    i was wondering if anyone here could relate to me.

    i have used s/h for a while now, it has changed and evolved now to the point that it has even crept into my 'me' time,,,
    im finding that i am using it as a means to set a mood now and i cant get in that mood unless i am using s/h or thinking about it, or dreaming up some scenario where somone else is hurting me.
  2. Rachel123

    Rachel123 Well-Known Member

    I can relate.... Cutting is my bedtime ritual. SOMETIMES I'll do it in the morning or during the day...But 9 times out of 10 I'll do it before bed....When I could be hanging out with myself watching tv or reading or something.
    I'll plan to go to my BF's house.... But I have to schedule in time to cut beforehand.... I can't go without cutting.
    It's weird...
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