how am i going to zip out? where am i going to zip out ? when am i going to zip out ? am i even able to zip out ?where will i zip out to ? .... i dont know how i will zip outta here may be i will get a passport and just leave to somewhere. i dont have much money so i dont know if i can make it far to where i want to go. where will i go? the one place i've always wanted to go but even if i go there i dont know if i can make it far in life as i most likely wont have any money left over to start a lifestyle . when am i going to zip out ? well i wanna zip out know but the requirements to do so are not met . i wish i could chill with people on this forum IRL even may be if i zip outta here someone here will welcome me into their place and yeah we can chill and support each other. so yeah . i can't hack it anymore , i've tried to make shit better but as usual my life doesn't let me . always something in my life that goes wrong . i really fucked up on this one girl who used to be my friend . i just had to fuck up and scare her off , FUCKING DUMB PIECE OF SHIT WHY DO I KEEP DOING THIS SHIT ! WHY DOESN'T EVERYTHING JUST BE NORMAL LIKE EVERYONE ELSE ? i fucking hate myself , i would even beat my own self and betray and take advantage of myself if i had a clone . its like the old days again , no friends , i have little money , and really fucking depressed . everyone is partying at the one girls house that i fucked up on having a good time im just here lonely me because i had to scare her off with my shit and yeah now she's with this one dude i really fucking hate , i cant talk to her nor hang out her because this fucking asshole will always be there. i really want to just zip outta here and just start a new . just quibbling here.