My name is Aimee and I've had depression for 10 years, which for the most part has been in control. A few weeks ago I went into relapse and am in the depths of a depressive episode. This about my fourth relapse and I just don't feel like I can handle it anymore. I feel so isolated and alone. I just want out of this pain and keep thinking how much easier it would be to just feel no pain anymore. I keep thinking of how easy it would be to hang myself.