cant handle it anymore..

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by deadtoeveryone, Apr 19, 2010.

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  1. deadtoeveryone

    deadtoeveryone Active Member

    i m done.. thanks for the help some of you have tried to provide, but i just cant take it anymore.. thats it
  2. ASolitaryBlue

    ASolitaryBlue Well-Known Member

    :hug: please hang in there. ive said the same words here myself, but im somehow still here :console:
  3. deadtoeveryone

    deadtoeveryone Active Member

    i ve got everythin planned out.. i m done with this sh**.. no one cares anyway
  4. ASolitaryBlue

    ASolitaryBlue Well-Known Member

    ive had everything planned out too.
    have it planned.
    ready to go.

    doesnt mean you have to use it or do it right now.

    i care.
  5. deadtoeveryone

    deadtoeveryone Active Member

    liz i..just cant do it anymore.. i am at my breaking not strong enough to resist the urge.. you are.. you re weak and pathetic and i dont deserve to be here.. i appreciate your concerns, but i ve got no one...there is no point for me to stay
  6. ASolitaryBlue

    ASolitaryBlue Well-Known Member

    ha. im strong.
    i am anything but strong, hon.
    i went out with my method this past weekend,
    wouldve been gone in 5 minutes,
    if someone from here hadnt texted me
    and ended up calling me until i had stopped and gotten rid of it for the time.

    honest, theres no point for me to stay either, as far as i can see.
    but im still here,
    and im asking that you stay here too.

    we all deserve to be here,
    even though i dont believe i deserve to be here most of the time too.

    come back, dont leave this world behind quite yet
  7. 8125

    8125 Well-Known Member

    i've no idea why i'm still here either, i've nothing really to live for. guess it's the thought of the people i would hurt if i went.
    i wish you would stay and talk. please give us a chance, you've only been here a few days. please don't give up :hug:
  8. deadtoeveryone

    deadtoeveryone Active Member

    im sorry.. im still here, wasnt successful.

    i d love to say that i feel better now.. but i dont. i am sure you all are wonderful people and you are better people than you think.. you ve been very caring and helpful to me, a complete stranger. i mean that has to count for something..
  9. DarkFantasy

    DarkFantasy Well-Known Member

    I love you man!
    God I wish I could do it myself. Just get out of here. Leave. No one wants me, I can't go out in public because I'm so afraid. I'm pathetic too.
    But you have to stay so I don't feel so alone. At least knowing you're still alive puts me in good company.
  10. deadtoeveryone

    deadtoeveryone Active Member

    you want to talk about it? send me a PM if you do.. so we can chat.. you arent pathetic.. why are you afraid?

    i ll try.
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