Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by mortdesinos, Mar 23, 2008.

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  1. mortdesinos

    mortdesinos Well-Known Member

    It's worse every day. I can really tell when I try to think back a few days and realize how much better I was then. A week ago, I was struggling, no doubt, but at least I was able to put my mind on the future- this summer, for instance. Now I am a complete mess, I can't conjure up any ideas, I am as dissociated as ever-almost, and I don't want to know what's next. I am a waste of space.
  2. deadpan

    deadpan Account Closed

    I can understand what you are saying. Depression tends to make us feel happy one day then sad the next. All my life I have felt like a waste of space too. Its a horrible feeling to dispise yourself, when so many people do it for you anyway.

    Even keeping an open mind that things could get better seems to be a waste somtimes... we cannot predict the future.
  3. Bellabie

    Bellabie Member

    No life is a waste.
    Don't think that for even one moment.

    You are outstanding, I can tell.
    Please see in yourself what we see in you.

    Hold to your hope. It is powerful. Things will improve, but one cannot expect to see how, before they do.
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