Before I go to bed and dream my dreams, only to wake up angry, I'd like to share my worthless thoughts. I'm so angry right now, i wanted to just smash my windows and break my phone. I knew I couldn't do this, my family would obviously hear and see it. I realized I couldn't break anything but sitting down I kept coming back to cutting. It'll be a year since I last cut in January, I wanted to make it, I still do but I can't stop the anger. It's like everyone sees me but no one knows how I feel, I'm the last person you'd expect to feel so shitty. Save your prayers, I don't want to be wasted on. Night.