I really can't pinpoint the anger I've been feeling lately and it scares me. I am not usually this angry or this hateful. It scares me to think that people hear the viciousness in my voice, people hear the anger, and I'm not normally like that. I'm not normally mean and vindicitive. Lately, all I've felt is this rage coarsing through me, like something snapped inside of me or some old memory surfaced but I can't figure it out. People have heard me on skype, people have heard the things I've said and they aren't nice. I apologize to anyone that I hurt or honestly may hurt. I feel like it's all making me spin out of control. Gah, i don't know anymore, i don't know what to do, I don't know how to even get the anger under control. I feel like it's got ahold of my throat and it's just squeezing the life out of me.
So yeah sorry for those in the future that get the brunt of my viciousness...
So yeah sorry for those in the future that get the brunt of my viciousness...