ive isolated myself so much that i couldm't even tell my therapist i needed help. he was asking me questions but i could feel myself being very guarded. i never use to be like this. but becsuse of fear i cant open up. i dont want to be admitted and i know when i fully tell them thats what they will do. im in between new meds. they aare hopeful that they will work but i dont know how long i can hold on.