All week i have been having suicidal thoughts, mostly yesterday when i couldnt get it out of my head. I havent been to school all this week ( school is extremly hard for me) Last night i had trouble sleeping and cried alot and felt just really awfull. and then i woke up at 5:30 and couldnt go to sleep again, i have a headache and im nausious because of lack of sleep ( i get like that when i dont sleep enough) So this morning i told my mom that i was fealing really bad and that it was so bad that i couldnt sleep and i was going to stay home. and then she said " why dont you just quit and start working?" that hurt alot. because my mom knows how much i want to stay in school. and i dont think one rough week justifies quitting. and her excuse was that she was frustrated. she sometimes thinks that just because she is anoyed or angry, she is allowed to say anything. usually my mom is very supportive, but right now i feel like she has given up hope. And to make matters worse.... its my birthday.