I can't draw simple damn figure! I have no future as a professional graphic artist if I can't do the simplest thing possible. It's all I want to do in my life, my only dream and if I can't achieve it I see no point to living a life unfulfilled, so I won't. Everyone tells me "Practice", I do practice and nothing improves at all!!!!!!!!!! Everyone is telling me "don't say you can't, say you can" and guess what, did that and nothing has changed, I can't even push myself to say I can at this point. I don't see much of a reason not to kill myself.