I'm new here. It's been a rough year for me. I'm 25. I was in a behavioral center earlier this year due to almost committing suicide and I'm not sure things have improved at all since. I can't get a real job, just shitty restaurant and retail positions that I quit because my anxiety and depression can't handle them. I'm back to living with my mom because I can't afford to pay all of my bills along with rent. I hardly have any friends anymore and none of them live here. I'm a massive failure and my dad (who died when I was 17) would be so disappointed in the person I've become. I just can't see the light at the end of the tunnel. I really don't see any of this getting better. I really don't see the point in living anymore. I'm so tired of suffering and I want it to end.