Can't shake the feeling

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by canucklady, Nov 7, 2007.

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  1. canucklady

    canucklady Active Member

    Every morning I get up thinking the same thing: Why do I even bother, no one would notice if I were gone.

    Sometimes it is just a few seconds and then I distract myself with forcing myself to get to work etc. Other times, I am paralyzed with fear, just wanting to stay in bed. Other times, I sit there staring at meds, other times I just cry.

    I wish one morning I could wake up looking forward to the day. :blub:
  2. Lestat

    Lestat Well-Known Member

    I understand man i really do. I hate waking up.

    I do know people would notice if i was gone which is all that keeps me going but I feel that I would be better off dead... Its just they would not be better off with me dead.

    Mornings are the worst times. Its when your life sinks in. I have panic attacks and feel sick all the time when i wake up just thinking about my life.

    Just keep going. Fingers crossed one-day you wake up and are happy. That's what i wait for,
  3. canucklady

    canucklady Active Member

    thans for your message conrad, i am sorry you feel the same, it is a horrible place to be in. :( not sure how much longer i can hang on
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