ADOPTION. Is anyone else here adopted? I am. And I have been thinking about it for hours and it's making me cry. My poor 19 yearold mother had to go through so much to have me, this screw up. The stupid sperm that slipped from the damn condome. They said she almost had an abortion but her final conclusion was to give birth to this mini phsyco soon to be crazy person. Sure I have helped afew people But seriously I have F-ed in the A-ed other peoples lives. I just don't know. Sometimes I wish she did have an abortion even though I'm COMPLEATLY pro-life. Sometimes that thought slipes into my head. It makes me cry. I was a phsyco mistake. I know I was a mistake theres no question. But It still makes me cry.