A lot has happened to me through out my life. I am 32 years old. Diagnosed with major depression and anxiety. I feel like a loser. I have tried to kill myself many times through out my life. Fast forward to now. I thought I met the man of my dreams. I feel so low of how he treats me. I am 23 weeks pregneant with a baby boy. His son, and at first when we found out I was pregneant he was over the moon about it. Now, he isolates himself in his office playing his video game called Battle field 4. He has no job, because he had a stroke in his 20s which lead him to having amnesia for a whole year. He was dating a woman before me for 5 years. Apparently the relationship was on turmoil, because she has insecurity issues. She would always accuse him of cheating, and would be pissy if he did not call her on a certain time he is suppose to. She would not let him hang out with his friends or see his own mother. I felt bad for him. For the first little while of us dating the relationship was great. When I need him the most at the time right now he isn't there
He isolates himself and draws himself away from me. He would rather curdle his cat than me. He plays his stupid video games than hang out with key. On my days off, he still traps himself in his office playing his stupid game. He is 33 years old. For crying out loud he should be putting this baby first. He gets money from the government as he can not work. The doctors claim it he does they fear he will have another stroke or heart attack which could lead to death. Anyways I pay all the bills. I go to work not feeling well but push through the 8 hours so bills get paid. I have told him how I felt many times. That he needs to step up. I want my baby boy to grow up knowing his father and to be able to have both parents living in the same house hold. I cry every night because he says he is excited about the baby but actions speak louder than words. He has not bought one single thing for the baby. I am debating about adoption. I want my son to grow up in a stable home. I am so stressed out and I am so depressed. He has only been to two ultrasound appt and two doctors appts. I really need someone to talk to
He isolates himself and draws himself away from me. He would rather curdle his cat than me. He plays his stupid video games than hang out with key. On my days off, he still traps himself in his office playing his stupid game. He is 33 years old. For crying out loud he should be putting this baby first. He gets money from the government as he can not work. The doctors claim it he does they fear he will have another stroke or heart attack which could lead to death. Anyways I pay all the bills. I go to work not feeling well but push through the 8 hours so bills get paid. I have told him how I felt many times. That he needs to step up. I want my baby boy to grow up knowing his father and to be able to have both parents living in the same house hold. I cry every night because he says he is excited about the baby but actions speak louder than words. He has not bought one single thing for the baby. I am debating about adoption. I want my son to grow up in a stable home. I am so stressed out and I am so depressed. He has only been to two ultrasound appt and two doctors appts. I really need someone to talk to