First of all i always feel ugly. I have been said i have bdd. But i just think i am ugly. Also i generally find it hard to belong. With that i mean in this world money and status seem most important. What about compassion, what about not being greedy. What about caring about others for a change. But no.so many are too busy with themselves to do this. What about caring for nature or animals? Oh no then you are a dirty hippy. I cant do this anymore. I just want tobe free, released from the shakles other humans have put on me, on us. I am having sleeping problems too. All i want is for people to care more and open their eyes more.