:badday: I almost cried several times today for no reason, then as I was walking home from a final I started blubbering. I was sure I'd failed a paper I had just been handed back, but when I got home and saw that I got a good grade, that made me feel even worse. I'm worried I was rude to the professor, because I didn't really talk to her at all after the exam while everyone else exchanged a few words. I was freaking out about even going up to her desk to turn in the test and get the paper back because I didn't want to see the disappointment on her face, but that turned out to be unnecessary. I don't want her to think I don't like her, but I'm not sure if it even matters anymore. I have another exam tomorrow morning and I can't seem to study for it. I keep thinking I should just drop out of school and stop wasting money. I'll never get to do what I want to anyway, so why waste so much money on this place? Sorry to write all this. I just feel like I'm going to explode.