its been weeks i started to cut myself. my whole hand is full of bruises but i still cant seems to stop it. I need to feel the pain. everytime i get hurt, i cut my wrist. it feels so good to feel the pain. I hate doing it but there's no choice. The first time i cut myself when i was 10 years old. I couldnt take it when my parents starts to curse and hit me badly. i need to release it. I know im going to slash my wrist one day to commit suicide. i have done it but my sister saved me and sent me to the hospital and that was the most miserable part of my life. my parents treated me worse after that. I am doing it to myself now. I am addicted to smoking and cutting and maybe i will start burning... i dunno what to do... although it hurts but i cant stop it because there are voices in my head saying me to keep on cutting.