I was only cutting once a day. Now I'm cutting several times a day and when I do I'm cutting several times at a sitting. I just cant stop. And I think that the one area is infected. It's all red, painful, and has a discharge. But, that doesnt even stop me. I don't know who to even call. My medical doc doesn't know that I cut. And my shrink would probably admit me. I don't know where to turn. But I wish I could stop. My cuts keep getting deeper. It doesn't satisfy me like it did before. Part of me just wants to finish everything off. Then no more worries. the end.